Welcome to Kiwi's Life!

kiwi85 — Mon, 12 Apr 2010 07:30:49 +0000

The week past by so fast! Never seem to do anything much.. Maybe I am slacking ABIT too much. I did study on Saturday with Cartoon Character and she doze off mid-way through. This week packed with excel, tax and presentations! CRAZY!! Now @ home learning excel but just so complicated or maybe I am just an IT NOOB!!

She’s back to Thailand hope she will be safe and sound there. Starting to move away from the past and its juz so hard to describe it. No basketball sessions this week KIWI!! Not till @ least Thursday night!!

AND YA I LOST A BE T TODAY! Miracles do happen!! ^_^

Back to the Past

kiwi85 — Thu, 25 Mar 2010 16:26:58 +0000

Seems to have the thoughts to update my journal today and so here I am.. In fact today alot of thoughts came back to me. Maybe its because I saw her so alot of memories came back. When she left, I recall how we used to walk down that road home and these just came to my mind like the lightening struck! Its been half a year and really like to thank all my friends who had been with me throughout especially Gilbert, David, Yang and lionel. However, I am sorry to say that to be frank, I still misses her alot and had been hiding it deep within me. Its like I can remember when we barbeque prawns @ home, we stay up overnight to have mac breakfast and when we took the bus home after a ball game. If I have a choice and chance again which I am personally aware that the miracle is not going to happen, I will give her all the happiness and security I can. If its not possible anymore, I will give her all my blessings. The smile on her face reflects alot and I am happy for you. Work hard, Study hard and play hard. I will help you whenever you got problem or need a listening ear.

The Beginning of a New Revolution

kiwi85 — Wed, 10 Mar 2010 08:07:55 +0000

A typical Wednesday afternoon when I should normally be at home watching dramas or out having fun. BUT, today I am not. Been in the school’s Arts,Design & Media library since 1230pm. So now I am still here alone with my laptop and books all over the table. Just had my tax class test in the morning, it was quite alright but wont be performing well of course! The morning started with heavy rain and it was so cosy to be in the blankets inside my dreams. Reality is cruel, classes start early in the morning today so I cannot continue enjoying it. Met Lionel for lunch today and now he’s back to lessons till 530pm. Shall be meeting him for dinner later and continuing to study till………….. ?????

Sorry to disturb you up early in the morning. SO GUILTY lah.. was not aware that you don’t keep your phone to no disturbing mode while you are asleep. So envious when you say you are going to go on off tomorrow. Sad to say, lessons commencing at 830 a.m for me tomorrow plus a seminar presentation to deliver. ALAMAK! These 2 weeks the work load is packed like CRAZY! Now I understand why the expressions of the other group of accountancy students last semester resembles the zombies in DayBreakers. FULLY UNDERSTOOD!

Back to being a MUGGER!! ( Starting to feel hungry!!) (^_^)

kiwi85 — Mon, 08 Mar 2010 12:39:12 +0000

Recess week is over and back to classes! The upcoming weeks will be nightmare! Reports, quizzes and presentations! So pack!!! Basketball game was okay last night as was quite tired already after playing on Friday. Glad to see that she’s happy with her man. Left early too as I had stop playing since about 7pm ++

You look so angry lah when you kicked the bottle. Chill ya! (^_^).. Hope to catch a football match with you sometime soon!

Hope you will not be unhappy with me.

kiwi85 — Mon, 01 Mar 2010 12:29:18 +0000

A very unlucky day! Wanted to play basketball after playing billard with Gilbert, in the end 219 got dancing, 213 got funeral, CC got training! What the HELL!! Anyway, today went to the library alone in Yishun to study. But guess its just bad luck with me. Thought that the library will be open at 10am, but in fact it was 11am. -_-” While in the library studying, there was this weird guy that was writing report and kept talking to himself.. All the strange things happen today. A black Monday rather than a blue one!

My tax and FRS notes are killing me! Manage to cover some topics on tax, still got 3 chapters of tax readings to do before moving on to my most ‘beloved’ Financial Reporting Standards!!

Thinking back the moments we had sent miserable emotions within me

For those who got view my blog, please leave me a message so I can link to your blog. tsk tsk!

kiwi85 — Sat, 20 Feb 2010 15:29:30 +0000

This CNY was the same old routine again.. Nothing much changes.. But hope to be driving to house visiting with a good career on hand in 3 years time.. Went singing last night which was so last minute. I was in my basketball entire with Gilbert, David and Si Yun. It was the first time I went singing straight after a game. Ended quite late at 1 plus am so I went to david house for the night cuz the the next day is a working day for me. Did not manage to sleep well, maybe not very use to the environment. Ended up that I was quite sleepy at work today and strengthless of course! Burned my elbow against the wall which only resulted in a small brusie but was quite painful la! Those who like to get the feel can try experiencing it with any of the wall nearest to you. HAHA!!!

Manage to talk more with her today and get to know her thinking and character more. An interesting person I will say. Too bad I dun possess the capabilities to even have that little chance. . I will describe it as more of a wanting to know her more which will be so good cuz she’s that different from other gals to me. Maybe except on certain stuffs which will be about the same.

Negotiation presentation next week and so many school work to catch up with especially Financial Reporting Standards la!! Guess its time I start to work on the things I am suppose to while hoping to get closer to her with each coming day.

Living within the past

kiwi85 — Tue, 09 Feb 2010 13:57:50 +0000

Been studying from Mondays to Thursday while Friday & Saturday are the days I be working with Gilbert delivering mattresses. It’s a enjoyable job which I like alot though it is tough going. We had laughters on the journey and sweats and LJ customers that we are bound to met everytime.

I was invited by a friend today to attend a gathering next Saturday. This is the friend that we often went to play mahjong at in the past. However, was informed that she will be with her partner at the gathering at these friend’s house of mine too. At that moment, I could not really describe whether I was disappointed, sad or daze. In fact, tears did drop without me realising it. Still I am very happy for her that she had found someone that loves her and vice versa. I hope he will treat her with lots of love, care and concern. I sincerely wish you ever-lasting happiness in this relationship you have found. I will always remember the days we had togther and laughters and moments of happiness we shared. CNY is coming so does Valentine’s Day, starting to recall how we used to spent it together. All these are kept deeply inside me.

I was supposed to be clearing some school stuffs tonight, but had not been doing anything much except for watching Daybreakers. It was indeed a lame show which I am relieved that I did not went to the cinema to catch it.

Cherish your beloved ones who had been standing by you. It will be too late to regret when it is lost. I am one of the dumb ones who lost it.

Year 2010

kiwi85 — Sun, 24 Jan 2010 15:57:15 +0000

Its been so long since I am sitting in front of my laptop typing my blog. Its 2010, a new year and new beginning? For me I really do doubt so. The scar in me is still present as I still misses her alot. At first I thought I had forgotten, but guess I am still avoiding to date. I misses alot of things, events and places that we use to go and do, regret is the only word that can describe how I am feeling. I am such a loser!!

Last night was quite good, went to The White Bar with David and Gilbert for a drink. Although only had a bottle of Martell, still it assisted me in having a good sleep thereafter. It feels great to have drinks occassionally as a group, relax and chatting while enjoying our drinks songs and pool.

Tomorrow is back to school again while Friday and Saturday will be working. Time do flies with so much occupied on my timetable. I guess thats the reason why I thought I have erased off the sadness and memories, which was totally wrong. Will I ever have a second chance? To me is just a wishful thinking on my own, but is still within me as it might be the only source of energy which can keep me going.

24th Birthday!

kiwi85 — Mon, 21 Dec 2009 15:44:19 +0000

Had a great night at St James on the 19/12/2009. I was invited to the stage la @ boiler room.. Quite fun but at same time quite pai seh sia. . The crowd sang birthday song to me then I was ask to give kiss to the two gals of the live band! In front of all the people!! However, I was make drunk by them by 1am. Shots and bottoms up every few minutes. Puke like hell and was totally drunk by 130am! Like to thank all who attend and especially my best sister Aisyah who had put in alot effort for it. She even gave me her bed to rest for the night so touched la plus the birthday cake. Love you my sister always!

On the actual day of my birthday 20th dec 2009, went singing with my group of friends @ Safra. We sang till 730 pm then last minute decided to play basketball. So sorry Merlin I forgot to get my present from you at 219. Had to make you come to 213 to pass it to me. I appreciate it alot and will wear it on my presentation or attachment. But gonna find clothes to match it, the colour like a bit hard to match but i sure can settle it. Maybe you should get me a photo frame?? Opps seems a bit too much lolxx…

Shall update the 2nd part of my birthday celebration with videos and pictures after receiving it from my another sister Lifang. Oh ya, thanks for looking after me when I was drunk! and also to everyone including ben, trish, dudley and ben’s wife. Love you guys. Look forward to the next party. This time I not birthday boy le ah, cannot aim me le hor!!

In a confused state of mind.. Who knows the anwer??

Drinking Session on 12th December 2009 @ Punngol Marina

kiwi85 — Sun, 13 Dec 2009 16:29:11 +0000

It was my 1st time going to the punngol area for drinking with the BLOOD BROTHERS!! Thats why you see me typing it in red.. hahazz!! It was quite last minute for me to decide to go as I anticipated that it will be a good time with them and indeed it was!! Thanks friends! The 5 of us had 2 bottles of Martell!! Actually we were all not drunk la just starting to get a bit of feel only. Maybe we should try going for 3 bottles on the next session. . Got to know a new friend too by the name of Jessie aka Shi Fu because she is good at Pool la!! Thanks to our Ah Yang courage we manage to take pictures with her and the friend whom is named Bian Zhi cuz of the hair style. Apart from knowing new friends, really did enjoy myself this weekend which you all guys gave to me. Sincere thanks and I appreciate all of you la!

Today was playing mahjong with Blood Lionel and his parents.. Only 3 Pong and body feel so tired. Guess its due to the lack of sleep. We went home to his house at bout 4am and slept at the living room after laying the mattress. Was damn tired not DRUNK! In the morning, one of his dog keep licking me all over lah and I surrendered! Waking up at 10am in the morning. Now I am here in the darkness updating this wonderful memories on saturday night. We even walked the long stretch of road which was about 3km out to the main road which was pretty dark. Laugh and crap along the way with laughters filling the atmosphere. I guess all of us really enjoy ourselves and each other’s companion.

Looking forward to our next trip to the same place. We shall make sure we are really drunk the next round! Cheers!!